I know it’s going to come with its ups and its downs as all mourning processes do. But I have such a peace with this one. It’s okay to let go. I’m not angry, I’m not annoyed, I don’t have people telling me how bad of a person you are, I only have this settledness. I do feel the emotions of sad, hurt but most of all drained and I’m going to let me feel those things. I don’t need to explain anything, it’s been said enough. As a matter fact when we evaluate the whole of this, I’m not someone that has to be in your life so if I’m not adding peace and you’re not adding peace then what are we doing? If I add more frustration and stress to you and you’re doing the same but nobody’s growing then it’s okay to let it go.
I realized last night that I am not okay. I’m really not and I am fully okay with it because I know for SURE that I’m going to be okay. God 100% has me, he 100% has you but I am only responsible for me and my heart. So I am going to guard it with all diligence as the issues work itself out through God’s healing virtue. Amen.
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